I’m not 100% sure, but it sounds like you are what I am - external. I stopped giving any cares a good long while ago about what my gender is. Just to cover the bases in case you are curious, you can’t be agender or bigender since both of those imply dysphoria, you can’t be genderfluid since that implies it changing, and there are no other reasonable options besides external.
External isn’t technically a gender, but it also technically is. I like to think of it as the “don’t give a damn” box.
this is a normal thing that cis people feel; there doesn’t need to be another gender for it.
It’s both a gender and not a gender, and neither cis nor trans. It’s a definitonary grey area.
not caring about gender is usually being cis. if you don’t feel dysphoria over your assigned sex then you’re cis.
I don’t feel dysphoria, but then again, I don’t not feel dysphoria. That’s double plus undefinable.
it’s impossible to not feel dysphoria and feel dysphoria at the same time, unless of course you mean fluctuating dysphoria. that makes no sense though; it’s like saying “I’m petting a cat but I’m not petting a cat.”
I think the real question here is - is it really that important if I exist outside of that continuum? Unlike non-dysphoric trans people, I’m a single person (excluding that anon, who I’m not 100% sure on) and not shoehorning myself into a concept and instead shoehorning in an entirely new concept.
I’m also not confident that the world we reside in is real, but that’s not even adjacent to the point.
there doesn’t need to be a new concept for cis people who don’t care about their gender, because they’re not dysphoric and don’t have to worry about their dysphoria getting triggered.
I’m kind of getting off topic, but bottom line is there’s already a word for what you’re describing; cisgender.